never let go ; just lean back

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

WOAH!NEH IS SO PRETTY!IS RARELY THAT
EVERYONE CAN GET T SEE HER PICTURE!

HAHA NEXT UP THE UGLY PICTURE OF NEH

ME(: SOME RANDOM SHOT BY BEL

ATIQAH AND I DURING PHYSICS

JULIA AND SI MIN (:

JESS JULIA SIMIN VIC PLUS THE EXTRAS OF
NEH AND ELSA (:

YIN JULIA VIC AMANDA AND SIMIN

CAMILLE AND SMALL VIC (:

CHERYL AND YIN (:

CAMILLE JOYCE PREMA

YANRU CHARMAINE SHINI SIMIN

BELINDA AND CHARMIANE(pulling their pants!)

US:D! B'DIV '06

B STANDS FOR B'DIV AND BASKETBALL

joyce,camille and penny they all are hugging their baby plam tree
and camille is proposing t the plam tree(:

C STANDS FOR C'DIV

WHT ARE THEY DOING!?!

B+C GIVES YOU BASKETBALL TEAM PLUS MS PANG

TEAM:D!

US AGAIN!

THE DAO PEOPLE: EXCEPT CHERYL

US!

JUNIORS!

JUNIORS GRP2!

WOAH LOOK AT YIN AND JESS(:
HAHA LOOK AT THE BACKGROUND!

C'DIV:D!

THEM!

LOOK AT JESS!!!

FIGHT!FIGHT!FIGHT!

GIRLS POWER!!HA!

BASKETBALL IS PART OF ME!

SENIORS AND JUNIORS

US AGAIN!

JOYCE PREMA CAMILLE JESS PENNY

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Sunday, July 23, 2006

THIS IS DEFINATELY NOT THE FUCK-ING
PLACE T SPAM OKAY!YOU DEFINATELY
MESSING WITH THE WRONG PEOPLE!
I HATE SPAMMER AND THATS YOU AND
WHT'S WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE,TOO
FREE AH!?!WHT THE FUCK CANS!?!OKAY
I MUST CIVILISE BUT I M ONLY
UN-CIVILISED T THE PEOPLE WHO MESS
WITH ME OKAY BUT SURELY I GOT NO TIME
FOR YOU GUYS!YUPP SO YA LIKE BUST OFF!
ON FRIDAY WAS LIKE SUPER FUNNY!AFTER SPPECH DAY RUSHED
HOME AND WENT FOR BATTLE OF THE BANDS!AND
EVERYBODY WAS LIKE SCREAMING THEIRS LUNGS OUT!HAHA BUT
I WAS DAMN TIRED.YUPP THERE WERE 5 SCHOOLS=ACS(I),BARKER,
ACS INTL, CRESENT AND TANJONG KATONG GIRLS.BUT I THINK
BARKER AND INTL WAS QUITE GOOD!HAHA ONE FUNNY THINK IS
THAT THE BARKER PEOPLE ARE GOING T BEAT THIS ONE ACS(I)
GUY UP AND THE ACS(I) PEOPLE CALLED THE POLICE AND THERE
IT GOES NO MORE SHOW!TOOK BUS 14 WITH ELSA SANDRA STEPH
TIFF JEWEL JAMIE EUNICE EILEEN AND ZARA.AND JAMIE WAS
BEING DAMN LAME BY MAKING THE ACTIONS OF BEING RAPE!
OKAY I M TOO LAZY T BLOG ANYMORE!

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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

it's being long since i last updated my blog.
haha but its ONLY TWELVE DAYS, i think
but still it seems long t me!many many things
happened over this twelve days.haha and my
class won the debate,is SO COOL MAN!haha
and i will not be having training this whole
week due t speech day and my juniors' match.
i feel damn un-motivated t do things nowadays.
someone please motivate me!i m not alive at
all,i feel dead and i don't feel like doing anything.
i didn't managed t revise my a math for my MRT
today cause i was doing emath homework and i
still got one more review which i m damn lazy t
do it,it was due super long time ago!had saree
wrapping today and tmr is RACIAL HARMONY
DAY,which i m not going t wear any costume
because it is super duper ultra troublesome.i
feel that i have not done lots and lots and lots of
things.i feel like a slacker now!OHMAN!anyway,
our school got an exchange programme with
the hong kong students and there is two in my
class and they are ZARA and EUNICE!sam was
being very mean on that day when they came,
she intro my name as fatty so now they are calling
me fatty,haha because i ask them t call sam, smelly.
OKAY I DON'T KNOW WHT T DO OR TYPE
ANYMORE!

isurrendertoyourlove.

Friday, July 07, 2006

HAHA OKAY TODAY AFTER SCHOOL WAS A
TOTAL SILENT PLACE IN THE CANTEEN!
HAHA I THINK EVERYBODY ALL RUSHED T
TOWN(SO KIASU)HAHA LIKE NVR GO TOWN
BEFORE LIKE THAT!HAHA I WANT MORE
SHOES!OKAY GOING T HAVE A PLAN FOR IT!
HAHA MORE SHIRTS TOO!HAHA MY MOTHER
WLLL JUST COMPLAIN THAT I WILL HAVE
TOO MANY SHOES AND BLACK SHIRT!
HAHA ANYWAY MY OLDER SISTER,SHE HAS
TONS OF HEELS LA!SO IF I GOT A BIT MORE
SHOES THAN IT WON'T MAKE ANY
DIFFERENCE BUT MY MOTHER SAID THAT
YOU ONLY GOT ONE PAIR OF LEGS,NEED SO
MANY SHOES FOR WHT!HAHA
BUT WHO CARES!OKAY I THINK I WASN'T IN
A VERY GOOD MOOD TODAY AND I WALKED
A VERY VERY LONG WAY HOME AND I HAD
HEADACHE!GAMAR AND ATIQAH TOLD ME
THAT MRS ANG STAY AT THE NEXT CONDO
BESIDE MY CONDO!HAHA SO COOL RIGHT
A TEACHER THAT STAY IN TOWN!HAHA I
LOVE MY HOUSE LOCATION CAUSE IS THE
BEST AND IF I WANT T GO ANYWHERE IS
ALSO CONVIENT!HAHAH OKAY I M AT
JEWEL'S HOUSE NOW WITH TINA!WILL
BLOG MORE AT HOME!

isurrendertoyourlove.

Thursday, July 06, 2006

today was a rainy day(:
too much sun for the moment:D
haha school-ed today and it was okay(:
eh i can't rememebered wht happened in the morning!
haha CHERYL please wear YOUR NAMETAG AND STOP
PUTTING IN YOUR POCKET OR HOLD IT!
cheryl is seriously irritating the prefects by not putting
her nametag even though she has it with her(:
wht's wrong man?haha not proud of your name?
was falling asleep during english lesson at the com lab,
was doing the research for the debate and my class is
the proppsition.the subject is
"IS WOMEN THE WEAKER SEX?"
obviously not!i rather be the opposition party la.
during recess was damn funny cause we were fighting
about roula and charis was the peacemaker by saying
"okay okay,stop fighting la."because valentina was the
only one who didn't get wht ji hae,jewel,sam and i was
talking about than she got confused and so on.had
double ss in the thearette and it was fun playing with
elsa by tapping her and she will get irritated easily.
i think recently i irritate elsa a lot and is fun irritating
her:D! STEPH AND ELSA LETS WAVE WAVE
TOGETHER NEXT TIME:D!haha during maths was
super funny cause we were roomless for our lesson.the
science homeroom was locked and mr chua had the
key,so mrs kwok and mr chua had a conversation!and
all of us were thinking the same thing and it was such
a coniciedent that we had the same number of students
and both the teachers thought of going t the library if
one of them uses the homeroom.ji hae told us a secret
about her brother and it was super hilarious and it was
during chinese and lao shi wasn't in school today.went t
bukit timah plaza with tina,charis jewel,angelica and
ji hae t eat KFC!JI HAE IS MY BUDDY CAUSE BOTH
OF US SHARE THE BUDDY MEAL(: haha had the
foreigners english class today and time was flying fast
and the class was gone the next hour.had t do the
english test like within 4omins.during the lesson
angelica wrote an invisible letter t ji hae and i.
EVERYBODY SUPPORT ITALY OKAY!
GO ITALY GO!
I M GOING T WATCH FINALS ON MONDAY
MORNING EVEN THOUGH THERE IS SCHOOL
THE NEXT FEW HOURS!
DON'T SUPPORT FRANCE!BOO-OOOO!
GO ITALY!*CHEERS
camille you didn't managed t finished your work la,
you were talking t charis and i till your mother came,
HAHA LETS SUPPORT ITALY!haha i think cheryl,jess
and joyce will support them too!haha wonder if prema
and penny watch world cup?
YAY!EARLY DISMISSAL TMR!AND I DIDN'T KNOW
THE JUNIORS HAVE THEIR MATCH TMR UNTIL
I SAW THE LIST ON THE BBALL NOTICE BOARD AND
IT WAS TMR! GOING T SUPPORT THEM!
buddy is being grounded.supposed t go
with buddy,smelly and choochoo t watched superman
returns tmr but cause of the juniors match,
i going t abandon them):

isurrendertoyourlove.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

OKAY I THINK I WILL BRING MY CAMERA
FOR THE NEXT COMPETITION AND NOT USE
MY HANDPHONE.I LOST ONE OF THE VIDEO
OF VIC THEY ALL PLAYING):!
overall i think they gave up and instead of losing t
their opponent,they lost t themselves.wht ms ho
said was true is you who lost t yourself not others
and i m going t beat myself up(haha sound like i m
going t punch myself)yupp don't put the blames on
others,i just don't want you guys t follow my past
mistakes.but i will still love you guys:D!there is still
room for improvement!school was alright today and
during chinese class charis and i had fun:D!haha i m
too lazy t elaborate more on it.mrt-ed today and it
was okay.i m dead tired now.t lazy t blog.i will talk t
you juniors soon(:!
everytime after the juniors match,depending how the
play,somehow i will think of the past of how the b'div
played and how united we were!

I have often dreamed
Of a far off place
Where a hero's welcome
Would be waiting for me
Where the crowds will cheer
When they see my face
And a voice keeps saying
This is where I'm meant to be
I'll be there someday
I can go the distance
I will find my way
If I can be strong
I know ev'ry mile
Will be worth my while
When I go the distance
I'll be right where I belong
Down an unknown road
To embrace my fate
Though the road may wander
It will lead me to you
And a thousand years
Would be worth the wait
It may take a lifetime
But somehow I'll see it through
And I won't look back
I can go the distance
And I'll stay on track
No I won't accept defeat
It's an uphill slope
But I won't lose hope
Till I go the distance
And my journey is complete
But to look beyond the glory is the hardest part
For a hero's strength is measured by his heart
Like a shooting star
I can go the distance
I will search the world
I will face its harms
I don't care how far
I can go the distance
Till I find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...
I will search the world
I will face its harms
Till I find my hero's welcome
Waiting in your arms...

this song has taught me and the b'div how t
fight and not give up and the mentality that
we had and not giving up on ourselves that
easily.i really really want t thank cheryl,
camille,jess,joyce,prema,penny and yin for
wht they had taught me and the fun with had.
cheryl i think you really taught the whole
team a lot:D!for this i will never forget you(:
and stop being so blur:D
haha t camille the noise one but your preser-
verance showed me a lot.
t jess,for your great determination have
shown me that every human could do it.
t prema for adding life t the team by talking
and making us have fun anf t forget the pain
we have during training.
t penny, for being the pathetic one on
chomping the green peas or bean look a like
thing with your bottle on court and we
sure did have fun playing together as
centers.
t joyce,stop being lame can(: for creating
funny movements on court that makes
the whole team laugh!
t yin,being the agressive and the ego one(:
i have learnt different things from each one
of you guys and i sure need lots of practice
for basketball and practise makes prefect
so practise and practise!i hope those who
are going t the b'div will have the same goal
as all of us here by beinging top 4 in zone.
i will not give up that easily and fight till
the end.haha i won't forget julia,adela,nicole
and shireen!

Oh what I would do to have
The kind of faith it takes to climb out of this boat I'm in
On to the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown where Jesus is
And He's holding out His hand
But the waves are calling out my name and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe
The Voice of Truth
Oh what I would do to have
The kind of strength it takes to stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand
But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me
Time and time again, "Boy, You'll never win!"
"You'll never win!"
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe
The Voice of Truth
But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them lookin' down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When I stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me
But the Voice of Truth tells me a different story
The Voice of Truth says, "Do not be afraid!"
And the Voice of Truth says, "This is for My glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me(calling out to me)
I will choose to listen and believe(I will choose to listen and believe)
I will choose to listen and believe
The Voice of Truth
I will listen and believe
I will listen and believe
The Voice of Truth
I will listen and believe
Cause Jesus you are the Voice of Truth
And I will listen to you
you are

this song taught me that all of us are strong and
we need t be confident and not t bring ourselves
down and miracles happens.even though
sometimes people said that we will never make it
but we are going t prove t them that we can!

okay i can't rmb wht t type for wht has happened
in class.
GERMANY IS OUT AND I M GOING T SUPPORT
PORTUGAL TODAY AND IF PORTUGAL IS OUT
I WILL SUPPORT ITALY FOR FINALS(:

isurrendertoyourlove.

WHT THE CRAB THE POST THAT I JUST TYPED
IS GONE!OH MAN!my brother sure likes t change
my channel when i m watching the show half way
through yesterday.
he changed the my channel
me:CRAB!(supposed t be crap but i changed it)
brother:NO CRAB,NO SEAFOOD,NO PRAWN!
he is super damn lame.
yesteraday my whole family watched this you tube
videos and it was damn funny cause is this two china
guys.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i9O4W6fgRWU
there is more to it,they have different type of videos
i liked this the most cause is super funny
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY5zDQWd5bE
haha go t their blog
http://www.twochineseboys.blogspot.com/
I COULDN"T SLEEP LAST NIGHT!
i was rolling here and there on my bed and i slept at
two plus,i think?
i was kind of late for school today and i have my class
have 5 periods of math.3 periods of amaths and 2
periods of e maths and all was held in maths homeroom.
i went damn high for the maths lesson cause i was having
headache and is more like the drunk type of feeling.
okay i m too lazy t re-type my post,i wanna sleep now!
WHT THE CRAB NOW THE TAXI FARES ARE GOING
UP STARTING FROM NEXT MONDAY!
normal cabs stating price $2.50 and the mercedes cabs'
starinf price $2.80 and the usual peak hour of $1 is now
$2!read the newspaper for more details!I WANT A CAR!
i liked driving my parents' cars in malaysia and i sure need
t get the hang out of the manual car in my dad's workshop,
is like if you don't hit the gears,the car will just stop and
everything will just shut down!I NEED T GET DOWN T
BUSINESS!SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME FROM THE
DISTRACTIONS OF TV!I WANT T PLAY BASKETBALL
NOW!okay i m so random and i don't want t continue any
more!AND I SUPPORT GERMARY FOR WORLD CUP:D!
my super long post is gone!

isurrendertoyourlove.

Saturday, July 01, 2006

THE COMING UP MONDAY GOT NO SCH
BECAUSE IS YOUTH DAY AND THE COMING
FRIDAY,WE WILL BE RELEASE EARLIER BY
2HOURS BECAUSE OF SOME MOE EXCEL
THINGY.SCHOOL-ED YESTERDAY AND I
THINK EVERY LESSON WAS DOUBLE THAN
ASSEMBLY.LETS TALK ABOUT TRAINING(:
HAHA OKAY JESS CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE
SHE CAN'T STAND THE WAY THE JUNIORS
PLAY AND SHE REALLY WANT T TEACH THEM
EVERYTHING.JESS IF YOU GO FOR ALL THE
TRAININGS YOU WILL THINK DIFFERENTLY
BY THAN.JOYCE CAME TOO BUT THE TWO OF
THEM JUST WENT A WHILE CAUSE THEY NEED
NOT GO FOR TRAINING ANYMORE.THE SEC 3s
CAME PLUS ME(: HAHA COACH WANT US T
TRAIN AND TRAIN AND TRAIN FOR NEXT YEAR
B'DIV AND THE C'DIV IS CURRENTLY STILL
TRAINING FOR THEIR MATCHES AFTER THAT
THEY WILL BE TRAINING FOR B'DIV.I THINK I
M A BIT UN-FIT.HAHA BUT STILL GOT MAINTAIN
LA,HAHA.IT WAS FUN YESTERDAY TOGATHER
WITH THE JUNIORS DURING BREAK.HAHA ADELA,
JULIA AND THE SEC 3s STOP PANG-SEI-ING ME
DURING THE HOLIDAYS TRAINING LEH!HAHA
CAUSE DURING HOLIDAYS TRAINING WILL GO
FOR TRAINING AND NOT HOLIDAYS.RATHER
STUPID RIGHT,GOT HOLIDAYS DON'T WANT T GO!
OKAY MY OLDER SIS IS BACK AND SHE BOUGHT
LOTS OF CHOCOLATES MAN,HAHA!SHE IS
CURRENTLY GOING T CUT HER HAIR WENT SHE
JUST TOUCH DOWN IN SINGAPORE,SHE IS GETTING
READY T GO AND HAVE A HAIRCUT!DON'T KNOW
WHT T DO.WAIT FOR TIME T FL-Y

isurrendertoyourlove.