never let go ; just lean back

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

OHMAN!TODAY SUCKS!i was too sleepy.
in the morning was okay but when i comes
t the afternoon it sucks!i m going t flunk my
emaths mrt!i was totally staring into space,i
was too tired.oh man i regretted but is only
one damn test.get over it la!okay smile smile!
i looked damn depressed la.training sucks for
today as most ballers got t go for the showtime
thingy because they got t help out t do banners.
i m not being used t the un-present of julia.
because there is no one t irritate me on court.
adela and i were not used t it.julia came back
t see us.haha i make it sound like she will never
come back like that,just the fact that she is
studying atSAS and is super damn far away from
us.she complained that she has t take mrt all the
way until woodlands and i was telling her,nobody
asked you t transfer right.the court was kind of
empty.there is like 8 people on court and we
didn't do much for today,just shooting.cheer up
pat!don't be so depressed!haha i don't even know
wht i m so depressed about.maybe i m too tired t
smile.okay i must start planning!!!pat smile more
than you will be more awake.i think i m lacking
of energy.tmr will be kind of a long day.during
emaths today was so quite.guessed wht.mrs kwok
was scolding because we didn't managed t hand up
all the work as a class on time.my class for emaths
is like damn small as there is only 14people.she
slammed on the table i think and she was raising
her voice.oh man she has a foetus in her tummy.
yupp i want t die now!why can't the world be a place
for people t play and relax.i don't even know why i
m feeling like that like want t die anytime.i m
SPEECHLESS!sigh...such a sad cum tiring day.

isurrendertoyourlove.

Tuesday, August 15, 2006

first thing i got t school and guess wht happened?
i got locked outside the prefects' room!because i
was late!please take a looked at my reason.i wake
up like 530 in the morning.why?because my house
only got one toilet as my mother demolished the
room toilets,so only got one public bathroom and
toilet.other thing,my brother take a freaking long
time t shower in the morning.guess how long he
takes t shower?HE TAKES ABOUT 15-20 MINS
and than my sister.after reading of daily bread
before going t sch.anyway it takes about like 5-8mins
for me t go t sch.is my brother's fault!he is the slow
one,i think he showers like a LADY!i was kinda of
pissed off when i reached the room la!i got good
reasons but not because i m late but for others la!
anyway,stepping down soon.so not need t go t sch
SO EARLY ANYMORE!haha by than only left my
mum and i!then the house will be so spacious.went
t thai noodles place after school with jewel,charis
and xinhui.i had tom yum noodles,
IS SUPER SUPER YUMMY!after that was quite
flooded with our school people.left for island creamery
for desert.charis was copying me,whtever i said and do
she will also do.but is kind of funny and at the same
time irritating.i called jewel for help but she didn't
save me.at island,when i was buying my ice cream,
charis hide my bag and it was so fast that she hid all
the way at macs with amanda.when i came back i
find something is missing than i started looking high
and low for it.charis was like lets go now la.than i was
??? my bag?so i went the other direction t look for my
bag and they thought that i went missing.the next thing
i was sitting down,they rest didn't know i was there
and amanda was carrying my bag.hahah they said it
looked gay!went back t school,while charis and jewel are
having chinese dance, i was teaching xinhui amath,sam
was supposed t come t but unfortunately she went
home as she was sick in the morining.haha i was kind of
tired and than cheryl taught xh how t do the questions
and charis and jewel came down, talk talk talk.ahah
cheryl and i was like wondering where is everybody.
haha most probably go home.anyway is like the prelims
for the seniors and eoy for us and is rather near even
though it seems far.having two test tmr!oh man!
was sleeping in the canteen while waiting for mum t
pick me up and she was like taking so long t come and
i waited for like one hour than i went home myself.i
hate going home late by bus as the whole of orchard
road will be pack.walking home is like aehh cause
need t walk through the crowded places.all my pirated
dvds are gone,guessed my older sis took it and watched
it with her friends.I HATE JULIA TAN WINDASARI.
OH MAN she broke our heart!she left school and went
for SAS!today was her farewell!adela and i was sad.
there is no one t irritate me during training.hey you,
study hard there and meet up at times t catch up with
some stuff!all the best(:

isurrendertoyourlove.

Tuesday, August 08, 2006

woke up like 5 today because got t go t sch early
and euphoria was late la so i went t sch without
her BECAUSE she didn't managed t wake up on
time then the night before keep on saying that
she was afraid that i won't wake up on time and
called me PIG PAT.she is damn mean la,she calls
me that because i was super tired during the
saturday rehearsal as i was slacking than i lied
down on the floor t sleep.from then onwards i was
known as pig pat t her.reached sch at 5plus going
six and had some scenes rehearsals and everybody
was damn dead because all of us have t wake up early
had national day celebration today!its was fun!
haha i guessed everybody were enjoying themselves
esp people on the stage and the people on the front
part of the hall,they were all damn high!haha yupp
GAGEBROWN got overall 2nd place and our SKIT
got FIRST!our hard work got paid off and doing the
props.haha but other houses' skit was entertaining
too!okay no grudges, all friends.yupp after national
day celebration, changed out than took a cab down
t town with ji hae, charis and tina.yupp stopped over
at my house t put my things down than headed t
the new cathay t catch a movie-click- sam, xinhui,
jewelyi and tiff took another cab there.unfortunately
steph and elsa couldn't catch the movie with us but
they met us after that becasue they had meeting
with SAS.yupp sam was absent-minded because she
left her phone in the cab and somebody hopped on t
the cab and went t jelita.she was so sad over it and
she cried.after a long consideration, i told her t go t
jelita as the movie is starting at one than tiff and i
decided t go down there with her so we cabbed down
t jelita and look for the cucasians.haha meanwhile,
we went t cold storage t buy food and i was starving
than i bought smoked ham, tiff was like eee nice
meh?so i let sam and her try than they were like
nice so they bought it too!haha luckily the saviour
of sam's phone was here and we cabbed back down
t cathay and than rushed for the movie,luckily we
missed only a few minutes.haha the showISGOOD!
haha the last part of the show,tina was crying quite
loudly beside me and sam saw me tearing for the
last part.haha everybody cried or teared.we met up
with steph and elsa after that and we went t heeren
then cine.walked walked sat and talked than walked
t taka then far east.haha charis was so funny and
tina sucks at playing sissciors paper stone.slowly
everybody left than left with elsa steph tina sam
and i at far east.had fried mars bars and some HK
milk tea,soon sam left t meet her mum for dinner.
we walked around t looked for some pants that
steph saw on the magazine.after that GO HOME!
walked home and i bought a packet of salt for
seventh month,HAHA no la, my mother needed t
use it for cooking!yupp got home and my mother
was dying some parts of her hair as she said that
she had too many white hairs after dying,guessed
wht happened after that?my mother used the
leftover dye on her hands and rubbed in on my
hair and i was running away and she came chasing
me.LeBron James is coming t singapore!
the kids and the baby are damn cute.haha took a
picture of them while waiting for sam's saviour t
come and on kid waved t me but i didn't see it.

isurrendertoyourlove.

Thursday, August 03, 2006

oh man is being long since i updated,i guessed?
flooded with homework and this whole week is
so packed and our school had a musical last night
and everybody is kind of tired but i managed t
survive throughout the day and i didn't catch some
sleep ever since i got home and i m not motivated
t study for my physics test tmr!i bet sam they all
are like studying for their bio test!the school made
the whole sec three level t stay for the plain english
speaking competition and guess wht!?!CHEN SIYI
GOT 2nd!!!haha and she is a pon-ner!elsa and i
was playing and waving!steph didn't come t sch
today,haha elsa said that steph overslept!wht a PIG!
haha i bet those who went for the musical are tired!
the musical was okay,not bad,some parts are funny!
i love the band!haha is damn cool okay cause of the
sound effect and so on!i m sad): now): okay damn
packed for tmr as i got training, than need t help
out for the ND practise for the sound system and
GAGEBROWN!all the house are like preparing this
and that because of WHT!?! NATIONAL DAY!
yupp,why can't there be friendlys instead of
competiting with one another?okay i think i should
start t get down t business man!PUT A SMILE ON
YOUR FACE(: A MEGA BIG ONE!okay i m
like telling myself t be happy cause i m not happy
but i can't put that smile on my face,is like putting
a mask on.having kite runner presentation tmr?
yupp i m damn tired now and i haven't study for
physics and now is like 1145pm.wht m i going t
do?oh man i m like brain dead and i can't function
i don't feel like going t school tmr.i'm just not in the
right mood t do anything): next week will be
even more pack cause there is only like 2 and 1/4
days of schools but i think the teachers will give like
lots of homework.okay the following week after
that holidays must start training already cause of
the school we have been missing out lots and i feel
very UN-FIT now!
What day is it And in what month This clock
never seemed so alive I can't keep up and I can't
back down I've been losing so much time Cause
it's you and me and all of the people With nothing
to do, nothing to lose And it's you and me and all
of the people and I don't know why I can't keep
my eyes off of you All of the things that I want to
say Just aren't coming out right I'm tripping on
words, you got my head spinning I don't know
where to go from here Cause it's you and me and
all of the people With nothing to do, nothing to
prove And it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off
you Something about you now I can't quite
figure out Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right Cause it's you and
me and all of the people With nothing to do,
nothing to lose And it's you and me and all of
the people and I don't know why I can't keep
my eyes off of You and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove and It's
you and me and all of the people and I don't
know why I can't keep my eyes off of you What
day is it And in what month This clock never
seemed so alive

isurrendertoyourlove.